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Hey, Friends.
I haven't drawn in SOO long, and I'm sorry for that. I'm going to start putting stuff up soon.
But to get my artistic poop flowing out of me, I'd like to start taking requests. Anything will due, I'm willing to try new things. Keep in mind though that I have a hard time drawing males! And large groups. But back to the point.
If you're going to request a fan-art, please leave a reference of some sort so I know what I'm doing.
If you're requesting a story, note me with details And don't expect anything to quickly...
IF you would like to request a picture of yourself...... *cough* I'd be more then glad to TRY. The best results would come from that if the ref pic is large enough to see detail. <3
LIFE UPDATE
Holy shit.
It's been mostly medications, on one, off another. And on and on and on.
With each medication there's more complication and possibly another medication to stop a side affect of the medication before it...
What was the original problem? We thought it was Anxiety.
It turns out, I had disorders just waiting to be triggered. The worst of which is something called Depersonalization. Look it up.
Other then "personal" things, there's the slim social aspect of my life...
My best friend, Twitch, who has come to be like a brother to me...
As well as other friends from Rainbow alley... For some reason, as loved as I might be. It's not the same as how it was with my Canadian friends.
I had best friends that I talked to every day. Now people only call me sometimes. And I feel like I don't really have anyone to call with little things, like if I feel overwhelmed with the house.
Aside from that, my most late boyfriend and I are taking a break... Yeah, I miss him but I understand.
Still... he hasn't called. He hasn't even left a comment for me on facebook. Not many people call anyway but he hasn't called me for three weeks. We've seen each other but only on weekends.
Is it so much to ask... to want to talk to someone every day?
I haven't drawn in SOO long, and I'm sorry for that. I'm going to start putting stuff up soon.
But to get my artistic poop flowing out of me, I'd like to start taking requests. Anything will due, I'm willing to try new things. Keep in mind though that I have a hard time drawing males! And large groups. But back to the point.
If you're going to request a fan-art, please leave a reference of some sort so I know what I'm doing.
If you're requesting a story, note me with details And don't expect anything to quickly...
IF you would like to request a picture of yourself...... *cough* I'd be more then glad to TRY. The best results would come from that if the ref pic is large enough to see detail. <3
LIFE UPDATE
Holy shit.
It's been mostly medications, on one, off another. And on and on and on.
With each medication there's more complication and possibly another medication to stop a side affect of the medication before it...
What was the original problem? We thought it was Anxiety.
It turns out, I had disorders just waiting to be triggered. The worst of which is something called Depersonalization. Look it up.
Other then "personal" things, there's the slim social aspect of my life...
My best friend, Twitch, who has come to be like a brother to me...
As well as other friends from Rainbow alley... For some reason, as loved as I might be. It's not the same as how it was with my Canadian friends.
I had best friends that I talked to every day. Now people only call me sometimes. And I feel like I don't really have anyone to call with little things, like if I feel overwhelmed with the house.
Aside from that, my most late boyfriend and I are taking a break... Yeah, I miss him but I understand.
Still... he hasn't called. He hasn't even left a comment for me on facebook. Not many people call anyway but he hasn't called me for three weeks. We've seen each other but only on weekends.
Is it so much to ask... to want to talk to someone every day?
Random desperation
How many times does a person have to tell me I'm not fat before I believe it? Then again, how many times can I hear "When's the baby due?" before I decide to loose weight?!
I'm not ashamed! I'm 5'2 and weigh almost 160 pounds! I wear size 14 pants and all my shirts have "XL" on the tags.
What is it that makes me ashamed of how I LOOK though? The things that keep me from say, eating in public or wearing a dress that's not corseted.
I am beautiful, I've been told that and I should believe it. And even if I AM fat, overweight, even obese! I'm still funny and charming AND talented.
So y'know what?
I should be happy with myself. And even if m
Sleep deprevation
Last night was the third night of zero sleep. I WILL start hallucinating soon.
My friend Twitch let me have a highly caffeinated beverage a couple of days ago and it has yet to wear off.
The odd things people do whilst sleep deprived.
"DAMNIT you're SEXY not a pancake!"
"SHUT UP YOU'RE SEXY"
" *CRY* I wanna cookie" someone else "We'll make some in the morning..." "YAY I should give you sex for that!"
Twitch: Fuck a goose.
Me: I dun wanna, gooses are made of pillows and i dun wanna fuck a pillow cuz it doesn't have a penis.
Twitch: Fuck a bunny.
Me: I dun wanna!
"Just fuck lips you bastard! Pussy- cunt- dick- shit... vag..."
Twitch:
Ask me something then
I'm a little angry...
A little bit a lot angry.
So I'ma just rant here for a bit.
All I wanted to do was spend more time with my friends... I really need to be with people who give a damn if I start crying out of the blue instead of ridiculing me for it.
I need to be able to open up, but more and more my family tells me not to. I'm supposed to know EVERYTHING about my friends but they're not allowed to know if there's ANYTHING wrong with me. So what's what going to do? All that does is make me hide the fact that there is something wrong. From everyone.
But you know something? There are things VERY very wrong!
I should be able to sleep o
I'm... GAY. kinda.
Hello, children!
After coming out to my family and friends as Bisexual (ones that didn't know), I began visiting the gay youth community hang out named Rainbow Alley.
I've made friends there, maybe even a couple of special ones... Most of my friends are guys, I'm so shy around gals lol.
But being out like this has taken quite a weight off of me.
Things are still hard, which is to be expected. My family is moving again and this time it's kind of my fault ^^;
But I dunno, we might have been moving anyway...
BUT IN ARTSIE NEWSIES
I still can't post because I don't have a scanner nor can I send pictures to Tammy because she still has my f
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Since your taking requests could you draw A Canadian friend being sorry for not staying in contact?
I like Tammy's idea, Email me soon (lost all my email addresses to a virus)
I'll be on msn if you wanna talk.
A sorry friend.
I like Tammy's idea, Email me soon (lost all my email addresses to a virus)
I'll be on msn if you wanna talk.
A sorry friend.