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FreakCall me weird. Call me odd. Call me queer. Call me caring. Call me emo. Call me slut. Call me ugly.  You've called me this so long that it doesn't hurt anymore.  I am weird, and I like it. I am queer, and that's not changing. I am emo, I love to feel.  These things I have learned to embrace about myself...  But call me freak. Why am I a freak? No, that's not right.  Freak. Why? I haven't done anything super natural.  Freak. Why?! It's only through your eyes.  Freak. I don't belong in a circus!  Freak. Am I a freak for wearing black? Or do I wear black because I really AM a freak?  Freak. It's start Freak
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Pride happy
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SuuhA smile warm as spring.  Eyes cold as ice.  Even though they sting.  His hands hold the dice.  A heart caring.  Black nails brush velvet skin.  His heart beating-  and breaking within.  Love his soul-  Hate his nature.  Black as coal.  An attracting feature.  His voice worth dying for.  But words worth living.  Something warm but heart shattering.  Something dark but uplifting.   
Suuh Suuh
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madnessMy eyes lay downcast into my empty hands. There's something in my blood controlling my movement.  "I don't like it" I cry. "It's not me."  The things I love don't matter anymore it seems. Nothing does. As this thing courses through my blood, hiding the truth behind my madness.  I scream and jump on the desk to hide in a corner, kicking all in my way. Pencils fly across the room in my fear, books fall off there shelves. And I stand on my desk, clinging to the wall... watching hallucinations fly about the room.  "They'll kill me!" I cry.  And I hide my face... no tears are falling though I fear for my life.  Later madness
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Random desperation

Wed Sep 23, 2009, 10:03 PM
  • Mood: Rant
  • Listening to: Music
  • Reading: A book
  • Watching: TV
  • Playing: The game
  • Eating: Water
  • Drinking: Food
How many times does a person have to tell me I'm not fat before I believe it? Then again, how many times can I hear "When's the baby due?" before I decide to loose weight?!
I'm not ashamed! I'm 5'2 and weigh almost 160 pounds! I wear size 14 pants and all my shirts have "XL" on the tags.
What is it that makes me ashamed of how I LOOK though? The things that keep me from say, eating in public or wearing a dress that's not corseted.
I am beautiful, I've been told that and I should believe it. And even if I AM fat, overweight, even obese! I'm still funny and charming AND talented.
So y'know what?
I should be happy with myself. And even if my self esteem is brought down by a cruel word now and again... I know I'll feel better when I remember what a cute freakin' face I have!
And aside from that, why do people want to be so thin? Just to be like celebrities? Celebrities may I remind you are CONSTANTLY being hounded about drug problems, alcohol problems, relationship problems, ANOREXIA! Ever think these things MIGHT have to do with the fact that they are thin? That's not what makes a person beautiful, and it's not logical for girls in today society to idolize these idiots.
Take Kelly Clarkson for example! She weighs somewhere around 180 pounds, and she's beautiful, no? Though her height I'm not sure of, she is still picked on be the media saying that she's "To fat for those pants". What the hell? That's not what makes me- or other people attracted to her. No, it's her voice, her face, her cute smile.
STOP OBSESSING! Girls should NOT be a size 2 EVER. It's not healthy unless you're over 6 feet tall! Girls such as myself, 5 feet 2 inches should hang around size 6/8/10. So yeah, I'm overweight.
I'm not dying, I can see my toes, I can run up and down stairs. I'm healthy. That's all we have to worry about, our health...
So, tell the media to cram it...
YOU are beautiful.

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=demon-days9823 Oct 6, 2009, 9:32:33 PM
Now there are five people that I have asked this of, and they[so far] are Morgan, Shane, Jake, Molly and Allie[from school]. So the simplest way to put it is that, metaphorically, I have fallen. There are another three or four[maybe five] people that I am going to ask this of.

Since I have "fallen" will you help me up?

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Waffles: What do you think of Twitch?
Squeaker: Everyone is so mean to Twitch! Everyone should be nice to him and give him free handjobs...

A Transsexual boy in a straight people world.
-!Twitch!- ~?Silver Fox?~ ~!Xander Woolfe?-
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~Madam-Berry Oct 8, 2009, 9:12:23 PM
Yes! I'll do everything I can. What do you need? ..0_0.

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~ Le Squeak
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=demon-days9823 Oct 8, 2009, 9:18:07 PM
Just need help getting up...

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Waffles: What do you think of Twitch?
Squeaker: Everyone is so mean to Twitch! Everyone should be nice to him and give him free handjobs...

A Transsexual boy in a straight people world.
-!Twitch!- ~?Silver Fox?~ ~!Xander Woolfe?-
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=VampireCherriez21 Jul 6, 2009, 8:27:39 AM
thank youo very much for the favourite ^-^

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Mood: Delighted ~villagekid Aug 24, 2008, 9:11:56 AM
thanks for the fav on I Want Her To Cry! :) i'm glad you like.

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Broken Angels whisper in our ears.

If Destiny were a place, you would know where you belong.

Smile, its the art of life.

We're all Fuck ups, 'cause people percieve us as such. The question is, "What kind of Fuck up are you?"
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~Madam-Berry Aug 26, 2008, 11:00:00 AM
Ah! It was just so cute! ><

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When I die, it won't have mattered what kind of car I drove, what kind of money I made, how many possessions I had, how smart I was or if I finished school.
But the world may be a better place because I was important in the eyes of a child.
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~TheSunriseMassacre Apr 20, 2008, 5:03:18 PM
Thanks for Watching ^-^

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Siss on you pister. you ain't so mucking fuch. What makes you think you're so smucking fart?
O.o
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~Rogetsuren Apr 16, 2008, 3:03:55 PM
o ok tnx ^^

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No matter how bad things get, stay strong and move along.
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=TheeForsakenOne Mar 30, 2008, 7:39:56 AM
Thanks for the visit.

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~Madam-Berry Mar 19, 2008, 1:46:41 PM
ahahahaahhaahahaaaaa

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When I die, it won't have mattered what kind of car I drove, what kind of money I made, how many possessions I had, how smart I was or if I finished school.
But the world may be a better place because I was important in the eyes of a child.
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